--Incinerate me--
Free fall in slow motion
Played before ambivalent eyes
Gasp
As the flesh melts
Scorching..
Wounded..
Four burgundy marks
Patterned significantly
Deep burns
Unalluring blisters
Turn over the hourglass..
Father Time
Give it a future
Room to decide
Alter as if a caterpillar
From grisly welt
To an attractive scar..
A lovely butterfly
Uttered whispers pass cautiously
Through cherry-red lips
Stripped of the skin
Bleeding persistently
Morning after morning
Woken up by a mouth sewn shut
Newborn skin
Hours old..dying..dead
Chipped off
Chapped
Lips; no longer desirable
Once laced with chapstick
A merry pastel shade of pink
Plump and full of pout
Open them an inch apart
Careful to crack the remaining skin
Bite the inside til it bleeds
You can't feel it anyway
Thread the miles into rope
And shove it down my throat
Make me remember how close yet far
Just please don't crush my hope
- - - -
Tie the rope around my heart
Now make sure you do it right
Grip the rope and pull it hard
The hurt should pass on, I'll try to fight
- - - -
Show the world that I cry for love
Too far away to wipe my tears
Show how I choke on the thought of distance
Too far to stop my greatest fear
- - - -
Watch me curl up into myself once more
Too far to unravel and hold me tight
Ignore how I sleep completely alone
Too far to cuddle throughout the night
- - - -
When you finish, just one thing
Take the miles
I don't have mono!
I'm playing lacrosse. Actually. Over 20 girls quit since the first week. They worked us harder than any sport. For the first week we ran more than the track team. And I stayed. =] That's pretty good coming from a girl that has quit every sport before the season even started.
My rabbits had babies. The mother disowned them so I had to mother them. One died. Another was attacked by the mother and she got brain damage and had seizures and is kind of deformed and slightly retarded and can't control her right side very well but she's alive and that's something to be happy about.
I've been doing good with myself. =]
I got a
So it snowed 10 inches. Kaylee and Lauren spent the night on Thursday since we were expecting to get out of school. Me and Lauren were up til 3 am and it still hadn't even started by then, we got real nervous. There were already 3 inches by 7:30 and 10 by 10:30. I dunno when it started and stopped but thats a hell of a lot of snow in such a short time. Anyway so that and.. I went to a hockey game with Kaylee Mike Lauren and Adrian last night. I love hockey. We won.
Besides being sick they've piled on the work lately and I HAVE to do good, so it takes up my time. I'll try to come on more often. I have to buy a calendar.
danke scoen fur on dont you love them flowers! it was a trip filled with good memories coz although i was sad, my loved one brought me to the field to cheer me up! feelin all warm and fuzzy now!! hehe